Disclaimer: Bobby Allen is a fictional character created by Harsha. This personality embodies IN(T/F)J personality types. This character also has the traits based on the concept called Intellectual self-awareness – invented by Harsha
While the character is still in development, this section will be updated with content reflecting Bobby’s evolving perspective on various matters and his experience with life.
Character Description:
From birth, Bobby was enveloped in warmth, support, and every comfort his parents could provide. His childhood was filled with encouragement, instilling in him a deep-seated empathy and kindness. He grew up with parents who taught him to respect others, be generous, and avoid causing harm. These lessons became foundational to his character, and as he matured, he carried forward a sense of humility and genuine compassion for others.
But beneath this gentle surface lies a fierce ambition. Bobby is intelligent, charismatic, and driven, with a mind well-suited for the complexities of both politics and business. His desire to make a lasting impact pushes him toward roles of influence and power, where success often demands strategies that conflict with his values. Over time, he realized he has potential to hone certain traits —not because he is innately ruthless, but because he understands the necessity of those traits to reach his lofty goals. He’s found that people respond to charm and calculated persuasion, and he has become adept at reading them, knowing when to flatter, when to pressure, and when to withhold information.
Yet, this duality creates a deep and painful inner conflict. On one hand, he is drawn to the ideals of honesty, empathy, and kindness that were instilled in him throughout his upbringing. These values are a source of pride and give him a sense of stability and self-worth. On the other hand, he’s aware that in the world he’s chosen, these qualities alone may not be enough. He finds himself veering toward a more manipulative approach, compelled to leverage charm and persuasion—sometimes even subtle deceit—to open doors that would otherwise remain closed. Each time he uses these tactics, a pang of guilt reminds him that he may be betraying the very values he was raised to hold dear.
This conflict manifests as a nagging voice of self-doubt. He often questions whether his ambition has made him lose sight of who he truly is. After all, he was raised to believe that success achieved through principles that goes against the morals and values is a hollow victory. Yet he cannot deny the effectiveness of his strategies; they bring results. With each success, his belief in his own charm, intelligence, and talent grows—a sense of pride that, at times, borders on arrogance. He is aware of his narcissistic tendencies and fears that this confidence could become his downfall, leading him to prioritize power and admiration over integrity.
At times, he feels almost as if he is living as two different people. One is the compassionate individual who wants to do right by others, unsettled by the idea of hurting anyone to get ahead. The other is the budding political leader and businessman, willing to be calculating, to see relationships as means to an end, and even to exploit people’s weaknesses if it furthers his ambitions. The cognitive dissonance this creates is exhausting, and he finds himself caught between two opposing forces, each pulling him in a different direction.
This duality also creates tension in his relationships. He fears that those close to him—family, friends, and mentors—will eventually see through his façade or begin to feel disappointed in him. Sometimes, he considers giving up his pursuit of power altogether, longing for a simpler life where he could be himself without compromise. Yet, the pull of ambition remains strong, a steady reminder that he is unwilling to let go of his dreams.
Ultimately, he lives in a constant state of tension, as though walking a tightrope between two versions of himself: one who aspires to greatness without sacrificing his values, and another who fears that success demands a piece of his soul. Each decision becomes a moral dilemma, forcing him to choose which side of himself he will allow to lead. Will he manage to find a path to success that honors his childhood ideals, or will he surrender to the darker, more calculating side that he knows will bring him quicker results? His journey is a continuous balancing act, one that leaves him wondering whether he can truly have it all without losing himself along the way.
Scene 1: Bobby in conversation with Malcolm
The harsh reality of poverty seared itself into my young mind, Malcolm. I was just a child, surrounded by families trapped in a cycle of destitution that seemed inescapable. The air was thick with desperation, the streets echoing with quiet sobs and muffled screams of frustration. Every day was a struggle, every meal a victory against hunger.
I watched as hope drained from people’s eyes, replaced by a dull acceptance of their fate. These families, uneducated and beaten down by life, passed on their resignation to their children. “This is all there is,” they’d say, their voices heavy with defeat. “Don’t dream of more. This is our lot in life.”
But something in me rebelled against this narrative. Even at five years old, standing outside that dingy liquor store while my father ducked inside, I felt a fire burning in my gut. I wasn’t content to accept the hand I’d been dealt.
That day, as I waited, my eyes were drawn to a flickering TV on a nearby porch. A politician was giving a speech, his words smooth as silk, promising a better future. The adults around me scoffed, muttering about corruption and manipulation. But all I heard was power. All I saw was influence.
In that moment, Malcolm, something crystallized within me. Money and power – these were the keys to escaping this hellhole. I vowed then and there that I would claw my way out of this pit, no matter the cost.
The years that followed were brutal. I watched friends succumb to drugs, violence, and despair. I saw families torn apart by the relentless grind of poverty. But with each passing day, my resolve only grew stronger. I studied people, worked longer hours, took risks others wouldn’t dare.
The environment tried to suck the life out of me, Malcolm. It whispered that I was nothing, that I’d always be nothing. But I refused to listen. I transformed those challenging emotions into a powerful catalyst, harnessing my disappointment and irritation to forge an unwavering determination to excel.
I hated every moment of those early years – the hunger, the cold, the constant fear. But that hatred became my greatest weapon. It pushed me to excel, to outwork and outthink everyone around me. I was determined to prove that your circumstances don’t define you, that with enough grit and determination, you can rewrite your own story.
It wasn’t easy, Malcolm. There were nights I cried myself to sleep, days I wanted to give up. But I never lost sight of that little boy outside the liquor store, eyes fixed on a world of possibility. I owed it to him to keep pushing, to break free from the chains of poverty and show others it could be done.
And so I fought, Malcolm. I fought with every fiber of my being, every ounce of my soul. Because I knew that the alternative – accepting a life of quiet desperation – was a fate worse than death. I was going to make it out, or die trying.
Scene 2: Bobby about money and influence
Take 1: Bobby on his drive, his strategic thinking, and his understanding of the complex interplay between money, power, and influence.
When I look around this room, I see potential. I see ambition. I see a hunger for something more. And if there’s one thing I know from my journey, it’s that the fire within you is what will set you apart.
Let’s talk about money. Money isn’t just paper or numbers on a screen. It’s a tool. It’s a lever. It’s the means to an end. But more than that, money is a reflection of value. It’s the marketplace telling you that what you’re doing matters. It’s a measure of your ability to solve problems, to create something out of nothing, to see opportunities where others see obstacles.
But don’t be fooled into thinking that money alone will bring you power. Power is a different beast. Power is the ability to influence, to shape the world around you according to your vision. It’s about control, and control comes from a combination of resources, knowledge, and relationships. You need to understand the game, and you need to be two steps ahead at all times.
Influence, on the other hand, is the art of persuasion. It’s the ability to make people see things your way, to align their goals with yours. Influence is about more than just authority; it’s about respect, trust, and sometimes, fear. It’s about understanding human nature, knowing what drives people, and using that knowledge to guide them where you want them to go.
I’ve learned that the road to success is not a straight line. It’s filled with twists and turns, with moments of doubt and fear. But it’s in those moments that you find out who you really are. You have to be willing to take risks, to bet on yourself when no one else will. You have to be relentless, to push through when others would give up.
Remember, the world doesn’t owe you anything. If you want something, you have to take it. You have to be willing to put in the work, to make the tough decisions, to sacrifice when necessary. You have to be smart, but more importantly, you have to be resilient. You have to be willing to learn from your failures, to adapt and evolve.
In the end, it’s not just about money, power, or influence. It’s about legacy. It’s about what you leave behind. It’s about the impact you make, the lives you touch, the change you inspire. So, go out there and be bold. Be fearless. Be the master of your destiny.
Take 2: Bobby’s unapologetic pursuit of wealth and power, his strategic mindset, and his view of life as a high-stakes game where only the most determined and cunning players succeed.
Let me be clear: money isn’t just currency, it’s leverage. It’s the fuel that powers influence and the key that unlocks power. I’ve built my life on understanding this fundamental truth.
In this world, there are two types of people – those who take and those who get taken from. I chose to be the former, and I’ve never looked back.
You want to make it to the top? You need to be willing to do whatever it takes. Beg, bribe, bully – these aren’t just tactics, they’re necessities. The world doesn’t hand you success; you have to reach out and grab it, often prying it from someone else’s grasp.
Don’t let anyone tell you that playing nice is the way to win. In my experience, it’s the quickest path to losing everything. You need to be strategic, ruthless, and always three steps ahead of your competition.
Remember, influence isn’t given, it’s taken. Power isn’t bestowed, it’s seized. And money? Money is the scoreboard that tells you if you’re winning or losing.
But here’s the kicker – once you have it all, you’ll realize it’s not about the money anymore. It’s about the game. It’s about the thrill of the win, the rush of outmaneuvering your opponents. That’s what keeps you going, what makes you push harder, reach further.
So ask yourself: Are you ready to play the game at the highest level? Are you prepared to do whatever it takes to win? Because if you’re not, there’s the door. But if you are, buckle up. It’s going to be one hell of a ride.
Power and Pelf 