Chapter 41

The two phases of his life… who would be fortunate enough to have an experience in both of them in the transposed state? First of all can Aryan call it a fortune? Why an individual from a silk-stocking family may had to be forced to contend with the other extreme side of the person’s life? If fate did take a toll and if they did end up there, and if they are seen in the vicinity of stony broke, the rich is unfortunate, there are no two ways about it. On contrary when a poor born individual has to have an experience with the other extreme side of the person’s life, from the way the worlds sees it, when they shakes hand with the minted phase of their life, the poor is fortunate and there’s no denying it. Now, is Aryan an unfortunate? Or by cynical means a fortunate?

Wherever he belonged and whoever he was, he had literally seen the difference between the rich and the poor. When he was at his house, when he had his own car, when he had a colourful life, he had enough time for fun. For the whole day he was engaged in hanging on to one or the other thing and it always had a fun factor. He had an everyday story to write in his diary, if he had to. He would get anything, whatever he had asked for. He could do anything, whatever he wants to. Compromise was not seen in his life as he had access to the splendour in the world.

The life in being a poor, its whole different story all together, contrary to the other extreme. It’s challenging, every day he had a goal, for then, making some money. Once he raked in some of it for the day, the next would be to save a percent of it. Compromise was the key to live the life. Sometimes, he had to sacrifice a cup of tea, a wheeler for a chore to name a few, to see the routines going. Unlike the other life he had, there was only one single story running all days. He had to think twice to ask for anything and thrice before he could do something.

The only thing that overlapped in both phases of his life was the relationships. No matter where he belonged they were persistent. The love with his mother, his association with Shalini, they were never changed and they never will. His friends? It was him who advanced for a change in life and rode aside from the conventional. Absolutely! It was him who choose to be isolated from the world for a brief period of time. He thought he will get back to them, soon enough and he believed the things won’t change between them. The only one and the other half of his life, Kalki. He didn’t dare to think much about her. After all what he had done… He missed her. Can I get her back? Will I meet her again? Never mind! But I love her He thought.

Chapter 40

June’ 2003,
Garden city park, Nassau County, NY.

The Hadars found themselves in a single room, spacious enough to accommodate five people. They had no clothes, Rekha and Aryan had a couple of extra pairs with one already on them but Shalini had got a couple more of hers. A larger portion of the room was almost unfilled except with few crockery on the sideboard; with the books and clothes in the closet. Life of the Hadars had been as natural as the poor would be in. Aryan drove the same hackney and had been sending a percentage of cash to Akbar Farrukhsiyar, the rightful owner of the cab.


Aryan’s week had been laborious since his arrival in the city, hundred miles away from the home. He drove the cab for more hours till late nights to hedge on the initial investments and steer the routine at the cost of his illness. On an evening in a mid-week, he was alone resting back at home when Rekha and Shalini were out attending chores. Aryan locked his eyes over the ceiling playing the rides he rode in the week and approximating the earnings. No sooner did he clap his eyes than his vision drifted unto the books lying in the closet. Of all, a diary in particular, drew his attention. It looked to him like a personal diary. Though he lay inert in his bed he tried to push himself to get up and reach for it. Momentarily when he got his hands over the diary, he realised it was Dayanand’s personal record. He ran his thumb finger over the fore edge of it and flipped open the pages from the last. He couldn’t believe what he read in the last sentence on the page, his vision was blurred but he regained the faculty of sight and re-read to put himself in the picture, She has been killed, he read out loud in his mind. Why would someone kill her, Anusha is an innocent woman. Why should anyone have to kill her? I find no answers. No! Answers are being hidden but why? Aryan flipped the pages to continue but he was unsuccessful in digesting the revelations. As he read, it revealed that Anusha made no efforts to elope on the day of her marriage with Vivek and instead she was murdered by known identities for unknown benefits.

If it is written here in the diary, mama should have definitely known about this incident long ago Aryan spoke under his breath. It occurred to Aryan that Rekha had been stashing the facts from him. Before he made digressions to draw any conclusions Aryan found Rekha and Shalini entering the doorway. In the split second Rekha caught the sight of the diary in Aryan’s hand, “What made you read it. Don’t you see it to be a privately owned possession?” She questioned his gaffe in an adamantine voice, “Nemo is dead, and this is no personal. Not anymore,” he replied, “and I have few questions. I would like to seek answers to each one of them.”

“…and what are they?” She asked.

“Aunt Anusha didn’t fly the coop but she was murdered. Why there has been a fabricated story that she showed a clean pair of heels? And next,” Rekha intercepted before he proceeded to ask further, “Stop you there! Stop your guff. This talk is gonna lead us nowhere because it is a hogwash,” she said.

“Mama, this is not nonsense, this is the truth. You knew it,” Aryan mildly raised his voice, “This is a subsidiary matter. Now my primary concern is to know the source of the thirty thousand dollars that showed up when we were out of our home with no penny in the bank. I believed you will tell me before I could ask but you didn’t. I deserve to know the truth mama,” Aryan took the bed.

She edge nearer to Aryan and took him in her arms, “Honey,” She snuffled, The story ‘you will know when the time sets it right’ might had come as an old chestnut to Aryan by then but that was the overworked phrase Rekha found a use to salt few things away for various reasons. And then the juncture had partly set it right. She looked him in the eyes, “If truth be told Aryan, When we were at the infirmary after our eviction from our home. I was informed of a visitor a few hours after the admittance of Vivek. It was an assistant of Shekar grandpa, he had earnestly requested my presence at a chalet in the forested hillside fifty miles from the infirmary in the city outskirts. Little I know of the contortion in fate with my attendance.”


“Welcome Rekha, welcome to my mansion in the woods,” Dayanand said, “I presume you are tired with all the misfortune. In fact very tired because of the absence of a bit of fluke,”

“It appears you aren’t gonna give a hoot with what happened with my family and It also appears because of your perversity in stroke of serendipity. What do you want from me? Why have I been called here?” Rekha asked, “I had the feeling that it was the bait to lure Vivek into the deal that never existed and you proved me right when I read through the legal papers handed over to me by the FBI. That was your vantage point isn’t it? But why? What made you do this to the family,” Rekha questioned his stance.

“Oh yeah, my daughter,” Shekar voiced out.

“Don’t you dare call me that,” Rekha flared up and proclaimed instantly. “Alright! And I didn’t lure Vivek. It didn’t need much of a thought though because of his perseverance, you call it?”

“I would like to remind that I am brought here for a purpose but not to trade insults,” Rekha uttered in frenzy of anger, “let the essence of my presence be honoured,”

“Fair enough. It was an awful pleasure doing it,” Dayanand replied, “but I apologize. I had do it because I was left with no other choice,” He said.

“So you slay people in the back who backed you when you needed someone to bolster your business. Is that your allegiance?” She debriefed.

“The embezzlement was real, yes. I managed to capitalise up on the expenses by manipulating them on the balance sheet. I’ve managed to have a high stock price to attract those investors but abruptly everything has over floated and it all came up to the brim. In due course the time has arrived where I had to show admittance to the fraud but if I did admit upon my misappropriation. My company was to go openly bankrupt, the investors would withdraw eventually I would have fallen into your place if I hadn’t done what I have done now” He continued to explain, “the total value of the loss would approximate the assets of Hadars and that’s why I had to make Vivek to take the bait of signing a phantom contract, we know how much of a fool he is, don’t we?. I am sorry, I would call to mind that we are not here to trade insults. So, that’s it. He finally signed the document of the allegation in the name of a pseudo contract to save my ass at the cost of Hadars livelihood,”

“You are one sick of a bastard, aren’t you? Do you expect a respect to be shown up on you right now?” Rekha exclaimed her anger, “because I would not be interested anymore Idiot son of a bitch,”

“I guess you mistook yourself to be me,” Dayanand smirked, “it is you who would be a son of bitch. Correction, a daughter of a bitch,” he said, “aren’t you?” Dayanand questioned and he continued, “look dear, let’s get this straight. I have a deal for you,”

“And what is it?” Rekha asked, “What makes you believe that we are in position to accept the deal, moron”

“My brother Shikar, father of yours has threatened you of killing your mother but let me enlighten,” he exhaled, “your mother’s been dead few years ago, and secondly you have to acknowledge the fact that he is going to come after you,” Dayanand disclosed the danger to Rekha. “I don’t see any terror associated with your divulgence because he’s killed my mother, who I failed to save and now I am with my life on a breadline. Why would he be after me for no reason? Perhaps you are under an expedition to deploy your second ploy”

“Not really. It’s your anticipation. My deal for you, maybe in your favour, is I am gonna kill Shikar. I knew how much your mother meant to you. How much you loved her so you may accept my proposal as a reparation,”

Rekha was quite all the time listening to the unexpected truths from Shekar, she was completely in blue with no speech at the juncture. Shekar continued, “Rekha dear, you have two choices. Hide the truth that I made your family pay for my mistakes and in return I will dispatch your father to the heaven for causing the death to your mother and threatening you the whole lifetime. In addition I offer you an indemnity of thirty thousand dollars”, he said.

“Shut the heck up, I don’t need money. I will see his death to myself,” Rekha raged up. “Whatever dear, Vivek is in deep trouble. Please bring it to your mind the place you were brought from. Doublethink is an art and you have no less prowess to hold it,” Shekar sounded smart, “you take the money and leave. I will kill him for you, you have my word.”


“I had to come with the money,” Rekha said.

“Mama, what is your past? I was never told anything about it. Who is my grandma? I have asked you several times but you were taken aback on every occasion. Let me know mama.”

“Aryan, my Mom worked as a Personal Assistant under Shikar grandpa at the SS chemical industry. He maintained a private relationship with my mama and I was brought into this world by a major mishap. As I grew up after I hit puberty, he sent me to the US and endowed my education. This is why I never knew the whereabouts of grandpas relatives especially Shekar,” Rekha continued, “on a weekday day, I have received a call from grandpa asking me to reach USA on a direct flight, couple of days before my marriage I was here. He threatened me that he would kill my mama if I don’t comply with him in my marriage with Vivek. Then it all happened in a haste; Vivek was my husband.”

“So you never know of Aunt Anusha?” Aryan asked feeling sad for what Rekha has gone through in her life. “No, I knew nothing. Except the facts that you read from Nemo’s diary. I didn’t care to mind the mystery because as I said, they are not going to lead anywhere from the current state of affairs,” she said.

“What have you got to say about Shikar’s haunt for you? Is he gonna come after us?” Aryan enquired. “Honey, Shekar is kind of a man who like it to play all the cards at once. Moreover he doesn’t do deeds for others he does it for himself. So this needs no premonition, let him venture in his business” She assured Aryan.


After Rekha left chalet…

“Sir, May I ask If you gonna kill your brother for her?” the assistant asked.

“I see I had the wrong surmise of your understanding of my stereotype after you had been with me all these years, that’s great but not good. By the by, who do you think I am again?” Shekar said, “I don’t do errands. I have my commission”

“…and what is the commission for?” assistant asked.

“You will know,” Dayanand put his glasses and left the place.

Chapter 39

May’ 2003,
East Side, Manhattan Borough, NY.

A week later Aryan friends had left to their places.

“Thank you Shalu,” Aryan said, “thank you for everything”.

“You don’t have to do this. You can still stay with me. I will be more than happy if you are here. I always had a feeling that I have a family” Shalini said.

“Shalu, we were your family and we will always be. In fact we are family, aren’t we Mama?” Aryan said looking at Rekha, “It is just that we both needed to stay away from this city, isolate ourselves from all sort of communications for a while. I see it as the only possible choice that could make us feel better before we resume on our living,” he said walking towards Shalini, “Shalu, you have got a great job. You have a remarkable life, and you must get a buzz outta it”, Aryan dabbed her shoulder and said, “mama, let us go,”

“Hold on Aryan,” Shalini pitched in, “if you both have considered me to be your family then I have the right to stay with you, which means I am gonna go with you”, she asserted, “I am not excited going to work for the company where there is no you. I will draft in my resignation today, and I am coming with you, no matter what.” She said in a firm tone.

Aryan had considered her choice, in fact she made it clear for the Hadars that they should accept her impeccable line of reasoning and they just did because Rekha and Aryan couldn’t possibly think over it for long before they complied with Shalini’s solicitation. They knew Shalini had got a good head on her shoulders and her strength of mind was unquestionable. The Hadars were regardful of the fact that Shalini’s decisions were never made in haste and were other reasons by which they agreed upon to take her along with them.

Shalini left all of her belongings and donated all of her assets to the orphanage she was raised at. She had made an understanding in the past that she would do the charity from fifty percent of her savings to the children’s education and food at the orphanage. She backed her words back then and had been doing it since the time she observed her job. Perseverance is her second name Aryan thought and said, “Mama, Gimme a few minutes,” He went into the room and grabbed couple of loose sheets after tearing them from the notepad on the desk. He penned down…

I tried to explain things to you, but we spent very less time and there was no space. I choose to write comprehensively and let you know what I wanted to tell you until today. I have the feeling that you should know what I am going through lately, as I felt you are also a part of my life who completes me. I’venever imagined even in my wildest dreams that I would write to you to express my feelings of unhappiness.I am in chaos.I am not being consistent in my life. I am muddling, hon. I am living in the swoon of sorrow and solitude thinking of how to save the Hadars from ironic circumstances. Yes, my family is about to die.

If this is one part of a piece from the montage of my life, you are the part of my love life. I stood by my hunch that I would make some love to you for the rest of my life but I never imagined that there would be a time coming when I had to refrain from having those thoughts. Do you still think that I would give you a family where you can be happy? I don’t want you to get worried for me, and I don’t want you to feel unhappy just because of me.

I promised to give you a happy life, yes I still wanted to keep up the promise, but how? I see an unanswered question, and when I have questions unanswered I don’t have the liberty to make commitments. Even if I did and let us be together, that’s not meaningful at all. I need my family to be safe and also you. I am now entrusted with multiple assignments in life to take the charge over and I am in the middle of nowhere. I was in abyss figuring out a way to go about my life, because you were also an important factor to be considered in whatever decisions I make. I know you will never show any objection to my interests and you never will, but I still have to consider you in every way I intend to go. What should I do? Was on my mind for several days. You don’t deserve to be apprehended to any of the things that happen in my life and I nailed it down to put an end to my love life. At this stage, I have to make a choice and it is inevitable; I made a choice, and I should prepare you to leave me because I cannot leave you as I promised I will never leave you.

You may have no idea to what extent I am imploded for the way I hurt your feelings and for ruining the faith you lay in me. I degraded myself in your life. I am happy that I did it for a reason and for our future, I hope you understand. You were and are always, a great lover, a great woman in my life.

You were always there for me when I am in my hard times. You’ve pushed me through ups and downs in my life. You well know that you are the only women in my world and whom I loved to the deepest of my heart. I am not able to convince my heart that we are not together anymore. I don’t know why I had to reach an inevitable choice to make. Promise me that you will take care of yourselves.

For the true love of yours and from the unsophisticated beau of yours,

Lots of love with loads of hug,

Good Bye

“Mama, let’s move” Aryan uttered while walking out from the room. They had started the ride in his hackney to a new city for a new beginning. Aryan and the family had not foreseen of their lives in the new city. The unexpected fortune that he encountered after his arrival in the new place had dramatically changed his life thereafter.